College Changed me 360

Dah dua tahun weh duduk college!!! Skarang ni, time nak masuk Uni. Fuhhh... Berdebor lah weh nak masuk uni. Tak tau weh cane life kat uni, classroom dh besau, pupils dh ramai satu kelas. Tak biasa lah doh. Tapi bukan nk citer pasal tu, tapi nk citer pasal bende lain.

Ada setengah org, masa high school, baik gila nak mampos! Memang baik lah! Baik baik!!! (Termasuk hakak. Hahahahuhuhuhehehhe). Saya ni... almaklumlah. Jenis yang tak bercakap dengan lelaki. Lelaki nak bergurau dengan saya? Tak susah. Saya ambik buku, saya baca buku. So, takdenye diorang nak datang kacau. Pergghhh... Dulu memang kena respect habis ah dengan lelaki. Mana taknye. Kerje bila nampak lelaki, tunduk n baca buku.

Buttt... Jeng jeng jeng... Dengar pulak citer ni...

"Dulu, masa saya sekolah menengah, saya sangat baik. Saya taat pada tuhan, mak, ayah, cikgu. Saya jaga batas pergaulan saya, saya tak berdua-duaan dengan lelaki, even once. Saya memang tahu jaga maruah saya. Saya tak boleh kalau nampak kawan-kawan saya buat maksiat. Saya rasa tak selesa. Tapi, siapa saya untuk menasihatkan mereka. Jadi, saya hanya membenci dalam hati..." -Tu perkataan yang first ni. Dengar yang ni pulak!

"Tapi, sejak masuk kolej, saya tak tahu apa yang dh jadi kat saya. Saya jadi semakin rapat dengan lelaki. Saya suka bergaul dengan mereka. Saya rasa mereka ialah kawan yang sangat 'sporting' dan mudah membantu jika kita minta pertolongan (maybe kalau kau cantik, lagi senang kot diorang nk tolong). Saya jadi rapat sehingga saya mempunyai seorang sahabat lelaki yang sangat rapat dengan saya. Sehingga... Saya membiarkan dia menyentuh saya." Aip aip!!!

"Iye, saya mengaku saya menjadi semakin liar. Saya tidak tahu kenapa. Saya mengaku dan kadang-kadang, saya tak selesa dengan orang sekeliling saya kerana itulah yang saya rasa apabila orang yang buat maksiat berada dekat dengan saya. Saya rasa macam... diri saya kotor, even though kawan-kawan saya tidak berkata begitu kepada saya. Tapi tulah apa yang saya rasa. Saya rasa macam diorang jijik untuk berkawan dengan saya."

Itu sajalah perkongsian saya pada hari ini. Jadi, setiap masa, iman kena jaga. Juga untuk pesanan kepada diri sendiri. Hurmmmmm....

Whats being bothering me as college student

I have a lot of worries. Studying in US is not that easy. Its very hard, especially when you are working with the government. Isu kereta ni tak settle-settle lagi. Dahlah kena saman. Hayya! Tahu tak berapa aku spend untuk kereta tu? Towing saja dah $300++. Then, tambah dgn DMV yang tetiba ambik duit aku tapi taknak process document and that cost me $189. I JUST WANT TO GET RID OF THAT DAMN CAR!

FIRST DAY OF CLASS

FIRST DAY OF FIRST CLASS SPRING 2016:

Just wanna share bende gile2 in this blog. Well, hari ni first day of school for Spring term 2016. And classes are not really pack with no homeworks YET. So, me and my friends went to library. Usually, kitorang pergi library untuk solat Zuhur kat sana (haha. This is the only private place that we can find to perform our shalah). 

But, sebab me and mah friend are crazy sikit, kami nak buat tutorial typical melayu bila masuk library.

 

The girl in blue is my friend, Fathah. I am the girl in maroon scarf.

 

Welcome 2016

WELCOMING 2016

It's New Year and the end of 2015. I had stopped writing blog after I got a chance to pursue my study in United States, but I feel like I am doing wrong things. So, I want to make my blog alive again. 

And this is my life in 2015 overal-ly:

My fly day. Haha! It's the time when I barely know 'em.

But now, they are more like a family. 

This is our first trip when we first arrive in San Mateo, California.

 Also the time when I am not so closed with them. HAHA

This is "Hari Raya Haji". Sob sob x de kat rumah.

Tapi ni time dh rapat dgn dak laki n housemates. Tu skali dgn senior. Thanks guys.

This is the moment of going to Tahoe. Sanggup drive 3 hours untk cari snow.

Ini gmbr zaman Tahoe. Kami ke Tahoe sbb Syahmi meroyan nk main salji 

sebelum balik Malaysia

Sekian sahaja gmbr untuk kali ini. See ya next time!

Drama #NoWeek

HIGH SCHOOL 2015:

Who are you?

This drama is about the the orphan twin Go Eun Byul and Lee Eun Bi. Eun Byul had been adopted by a family when they were 5, living Eun Bi alone in the Love House orphanage.

    Their life are totally different. Eun Bi, who thought her twin had died, goes to a girl high school. There, she had been bullied by Kang So Young, but teachers and friends turn their blind eyes on her. She never told anybody about her being bullied including the director of the orphanage house, who she considered her mother.

      On the other hand, Go Eun Byul had been sent to a prestige private high school by her adopted family. But there, things happen otherwise. She along with her friends, Cha Song-Joo and Lee Shi-Jin, bullied others as they are the star of the school. But, teacher never wants to blame or think her doing anything bad to other because Eun Byul is a genius girl.

          One day, Eun Bi had commit suicide because she can't stand being bullied. She jumps into the sea near the place at where she does her part time job. Without she realizes, Eun Byul, her twin is there. She had saved her and switch place with her. Eun Bi, who had lost some memories has been brought into Eun Byul's life, where she had been punished by teachers for bullying other when no one knows that the one that always bullying is Eun Byul, her twin. 

    At last, she gains her memory again and she can't bear to see her victims live in a world where she had been there once she is in the girl high school. So, she admits to the teachers about her fault when teachers seem to be ignoring about the fact that Eun Byul used to bully other, just because she is the genius person in the school.

           This drama showed a real life of Korean students where they had been bullied but no one seems to care about it. They go along with their own life and don't seem to be bother when someone around them is being treated badly.

Lies In Me

Lies In Me

Anis Fasiha

 As I poseted in my blog before, I will share to you a bit about my book that I wrote.

                 The whole story idea is about Stellar, a moderate IQ girl who had been accepted to be a part of an organization where all the geniuses are being gathered. She doesn't even has a clue of why she is becoming one of them. Surrounded by that kind of situation, her self-confidence has become low because her life had turned upside down since she become one of the organization.

                  She has being considered genius and respected when she is in high school, but once she stepped her foot into the 360 organization, she had become nothing but a stupid and know-nothing girl. In her life, she is seeking of why and why and why did this whole things happen to her.

                 The idea to make this story appeared when I was at KKTM Ledang. Well, it is because of Math quiz. I got the low mark-- maybe the lowest in my class (which is kind of embarassing for me). In my room, I think about it over and over again. Is my IQ dopping down... or is my classmates are way too bright and brilliant?... I don't know. When I was in high school, teachers like me and my friends respect me. A glory age, wasn't it? But, when I enter KKTM Ledang, I just realized that my knowledge is not that wide compared to other. All I need to do now is to learn and learn and learn... 

My Part Time Job

It's had been a long time since I study at KKTM Ledang for my preparation to U.S.
I am so grateful to had pass the requirements which are to get 1000> for SAT and 90> for TOEFL.
I am now worrying about my Math class, which I am not really good at since I am high school.

      Along struggling for both SAT and TOEFL exam, I never forget to do what I like to do which is writing English novel. Studying never restrict me from doing those things.

     And I am in cloud nine when a publishing company had been interested in publishing my book, it is Partridge Publishing Company, headquarter at Bloomington, Indiana and the printing service is at Singapore. Thanks to my parents, my sister and my roommates at KKTM Ledang for making my wish come true. They had been really supportive all this time.

   In the next blog, I'll tell a bit of synopsis about my book.