College Changed me 360

Dah dua tahun weh duduk college!!! Skarang ni, time nak masuk Uni. Fuhhh... Berdebor lah weh nak masuk uni. Tak tau weh cane life kat uni, classroom dh besau, pupils dh ramai satu kelas. Tak biasa lah doh. Tapi bukan nk citer pasal tu, tapi nk citer pasal bende lain.

Ada setengah org, masa high school, baik gila nak mampos! Memang baik lah! Baik baik!!! (Termasuk hakak. Hahahahuhuhuhehehhe). Saya ni... almaklumlah. Jenis yang tak bercakap dengan lelaki. Lelaki nak bergurau dengan saya? Tak susah. Saya ambik buku, saya baca buku. So, takdenye diorang nak datang kacau. Pergghhh... Dulu memang kena respect habis ah dengan lelaki. Mana taknye. Kerje bila nampak lelaki, tunduk n baca buku.

Buttt... Jeng jeng jeng... Dengar pulak citer ni...

"Dulu, masa saya sekolah menengah, saya sangat baik. Saya taat pada tuhan, mak, ayah, cikgu. Saya jaga batas pergaulan saya, saya tak berdua-duaan dengan lelaki, even once. Saya memang tahu jaga maruah saya. Saya tak boleh kalau nampak kawan-kawan saya buat maksiat. Saya rasa tak selesa. Tapi, siapa saya untuk menasihatkan mereka. Jadi, saya hanya membenci dalam hati..." -Tu perkataan yang first ni. Dengar yang ni pulak!

"Tapi, sejak masuk kolej, saya tak tahu apa yang dh jadi kat saya. Saya jadi semakin rapat dengan lelaki. Saya suka bergaul dengan mereka. Saya rasa mereka ialah kawan yang sangat 'sporting' dan mudah membantu jika kita minta pertolongan (maybe kalau kau cantik, lagi senang kot diorang nk tolong). Saya jadi rapat sehingga saya mempunyai seorang sahabat lelaki yang sangat rapat dengan saya. Sehingga... Saya membiarkan dia menyentuh saya." Aip aip!!!

"Iye, saya mengaku saya menjadi semakin liar. Saya tidak tahu kenapa. Saya mengaku dan kadang-kadang, saya tak selesa dengan orang sekeliling saya kerana itulah yang saya rasa apabila orang yang buat maksiat berada dekat dengan saya. Saya rasa macam... diri saya kotor, even though kawan-kawan saya tidak berkata begitu kepada saya. Tapi tulah apa yang saya rasa. Saya rasa macam diorang jijik untuk berkawan dengan saya."

Itu sajalah perkongsian saya pada hari ini. Jadi, setiap masa, iman kena jaga. Juga untuk pesanan kepada diri sendiri. Hurmmmmm....

Whats being bothering me as college student

I have a lot of worries. Studying in US is not that easy. Its very hard, especially when you are working with the government. Isu kereta ni tak settle-settle lagi. Dahlah kena saman. Hayya! Tahu tak berapa aku spend untuk kereta tu? Towing saja dah $300++. Then, tambah dgn DMV yang tetiba ambik duit aku tapi taknak process document and that cost me $189. I JUST WANT TO GET RID OF THAT DAMN CAR!

FIRST DAY OF CLASS

FIRST DAY OF FIRST CLASS SPRING 2016:

Just wanna share bende gile2 in this blog. Well, hari ni first day of school for Spring term 2016. And classes are not really pack with no homeworks YET. So, me and my friends went to library. Usually, kitorang pergi library untuk solat Zuhur kat sana (haha. This is the only private place that we can find to perform our shalah). 

But, sebab me and mah friend are crazy sikit, kami nak buat tutorial typical melayu bila masuk library.

 

The girl in blue is my friend, Fathah. I am the girl in maroon scarf.

 

Welcome 2016

WELCOMING 2016

It's New Year and the end of 2015. I had stopped writing blog after I got a chance to pursue my study in United States, but I feel like I am doing wrong things. So, I want to make my blog alive again. 

And this is my life in 2015 overal-ly:

My fly day. Haha! It's the time when I barely know 'em.

But now, they are more like a family. 

This is our first trip when we first arrive in San Mateo, California.

 Also the time when I am not so closed with them. HAHA

This is "Hari Raya Haji". Sob sob x de kat rumah.

Tapi ni time dh rapat dgn dak laki n housemates. Tu skali dgn senior. Thanks guys.

This is the moment of going to Tahoe. Sanggup drive 3 hours untk cari snow.

Ini gmbr zaman Tahoe. Kami ke Tahoe sbb Syahmi meroyan nk main salji 

sebelum balik Malaysia

Sekian sahaja gmbr untuk kali ini. See ya next time!

Drama #NoWeek

HIGH SCHOOL 2015:

Who are you?

This drama is about the the orphan twin Go Eun Byul and Lee Eun Bi. Eun Byul had been adopted by a family when they were 5, living Eun Bi alone in the Love House orphanage.

    Their life are totally different. Eun Bi, who thought her twin had died, goes to a girl high school. There, she had been bullied by Kang So Young, but teachers and friends turn their blind eyes on her. She never told anybody about her being bullied including the director of the orphanage house, who she considered her mother.

      On the other hand, Go Eun Byul had been sent to a prestige private high school by her adopted family. But there, things happen otherwise. She along with her friends, Cha Song-Joo and Lee Shi-Jin, bullied others as they are the star of the school. But, teacher never wants to blame or think her doing anything bad to other because Eun Byul is a genius girl.

          One day, Eun Bi had commit suicide because she can't stand being bullied. She jumps into the sea near the place at where she does her part time job. Without she realizes, Eun Byul, her twin is there. She had saved her and switch place with her. Eun Bi, who had lost some memories has been brought into Eun Byul's life, where she had been punished by teachers for bullying other when no one knows that the one that always bullying is Eun Byul, her twin. 

    At last, she gains her memory again and she can't bear to see her victims live in a world where she had been there once she is in the girl high school. So, she admits to the teachers about her fault when teachers seem to be ignoring about the fact that Eun Byul used to bully other, just because she is the genius person in the school.

           This drama showed a real life of Korean students where they had been bullied but no one seems to care about it. They go along with their own life and don't seem to be bother when someone around them is being treated badly.

Lies In Me

Lies In Me

Anis Fasiha

 As I poseted in my blog before, I will share to you a bit about my book that I wrote.

                 The whole story idea is about Stellar, a moderate IQ girl who had been accepted to be a part of an organization where all the geniuses are being gathered. She doesn't even has a clue of why she is becoming one of them. Surrounded by that kind of situation, her self-confidence has become low because her life had turned upside down since she become one of the organization.

                  She has being considered genius and respected when she is in high school, but once she stepped her foot into the 360 organization, she had become nothing but a stupid and know-nothing girl. In her life, she is seeking of why and why and why did this whole things happen to her.

                 The idea to make this story appeared when I was at KKTM Ledang. Well, it is because of Math quiz. I got the low mark-- maybe the lowest in my class (which is kind of embarassing for me). In my room, I think about it over and over again. Is my IQ dopping down... or is my classmates are way too bright and brilliant?... I don't know. When I was in high school, teachers like me and my friends respect me. A glory age, wasn't it? But, when I enter KKTM Ledang, I just realized that my knowledge is not that wide compared to other. All I need to do now is to learn and learn and learn... 

My Part Time Job

It's had been a long time since I study at KKTM Ledang for my preparation to U.S.
I am so grateful to had pass the requirements which are to get 1000> for SAT and 90> for TOEFL.
I am now worrying about my Math class, which I am not really good at since I am high school.

      Along struggling for both SAT and TOEFL exam, I never forget to do what I like to do which is writing English novel. Studying never restrict me from doing those things.

     And I am in cloud nine when a publishing company had been interested in publishing my book, it is Partridge Publishing Company, headquarter at Bloomington, Indiana and the printing service is at Singapore. Thanks to my parents, my sister and my roommates at KKTM Ledang for making my wish come true. They had been really supportive all this time.

   In the next blog, I'll tell a bit of synopsis about my book.

Moive #No Week

16 WISHES

In my opinion, the most significant aspect of the material is…

16 Wishes is a Disney Channel movie that teaches us many lessons. Abigail Jensen is a prudence girl who always made wishes when she was young. She sets a goal that during her 16th birthday; she will get everything that she wants from the list that she had made for all these years. Jay Keppler is her best friend. Jay had always been there when Abby needs him and secretly, he loves Abby. Krista is someone that lives next door and had always competes with Abby. She has what Abby can’t has, in fact she gets sweet birthday present better than Abby (their birthdays fall on the same day). Abby hates Krista, besides they always quarrel whenever they met. Suddenly, a fairy godmother comes and helps Abby to get her wishes from the wish list that Abby made. She just had to blow the candle that had number on it and her wish would come true. Abby becomes so greedy and busy that she does not realize what actually Jay wants. Suddenly, Abby made a wish that changed her whole life forever. She had wished that everyone will not treat her like a kid anymore. She walked out and everybody did treat her like an adult. The worst is, she is no longer a kid. She is 22 and she missed her graduation. She goes to Krista 16^th birthday party and Krista attends her nicely, like they had never quarrel before. Everything becomes different. That’s when she learnt that she never feels gratitude of what she had when she was a kid. Now, she had an apartment, a car but no friends. Her parents also don’t care about her because they thought she can take care of herself. She cried and she wants her childhood back. At last, she changed her wish list and becomes a kid again. She starts to appreciate things around her. Not only that, she decides to make up with Krista. She asked Krista why she hated her so much. Krista told Abby that on their 7^th birthday, Abby had moved in to the town. Krista and Abby had a party together. During photograph session with Abby, Jay and Krista, Abby had dragged Jay away from Krista, making the only persons that visible in the picture are Abby and Jay. Jay had made a promise that he gonna be Abby’s best friend forever when he is already Krista’s best friend. Since that day, Abby and Jay played together, leaving Krista behind. Abby felt sorry about that and apologized to Krista. She and Krista had become best friend. During their birthday party together, Abby had realized how Jay loves her so much. So, she said no more wish list because she had everything that she wanted all this time.

                So, the most significant aspect in this movie is feeling gratitude of what we had. We never know what we had till it’s gone.

13/03/2015

>ascertain    - investigate sth so one knows and is certainof it.
                   = He had made an ascertain before declaire the news in the public.
>refute        - things that support or strengten sth.
                   = This alliby can refute our statement in the court.
>dispute        - argument and discussion.
                         = This dispute will not come to an end if someone doesnt put an end to it.
>meager        - lacking in quality.
                     = She is meager in cooking.
>substantial    - considerable
                        = It is substantial if you want to take a holiday to visit your parents.
>penurious    - extremely poor
                      = She is penurious in intellect.

>illustrious    - very well-known, admired or respected.
                       = He is an illustrious person! How dare you treat him that way!
> notwithstanding    - without being affected by sth; in spite of sth
         = notwithstanding the difficult language, he soon grew in love with the people and the cultures.
>perplex        - to make sb feel confused or to worry sb
                    = His strange behaviour is perplexing me.

SPM result (2014)

Today is what a day... I got my result and... i don't get what i was hoping for. I only got 8As 1B. Why is there must be B in my result?! I hate it. I got B for physics. Only B. Not B+ or something. 2 of my classmates at MADPP got straight 9A+. WOW!!! Daebak!

I am so jealous of them. They are Izzat Zaki and Imran Idzqandar. Yes. Their luck. Now, they are going to oversea without even sitting for SAT or TOEFL test. Maybe it is just not my luck yet. Maybe God is preparing something more big for me. Maybe the one who doesn't get the result they are wishing for will get it in the future. For some reasons, maybe I will got best score in TOEFL and SAT test. I really want to go to Vanderbilt university too. :-{.

Anyway, I am grateful of my result. Lot of my friends got worst than I did. Well, wish me lick for my other 7 months in MADPP. Dada!!!

Cousin's Wedding

21/02/2015.

My cousin's wedding, Faizal Ismail.
Hope you have babies soon!

Chapter I

  The lassie youngster outpaces her male golden-fur vulpine pet and climbs the yew tree to snatch some berries. She suits herself on the twigs, eating the berries while swaying her tiny legs. Obviously her hazel tunic is filled with mud, tiny barks and lot of greyish smoke dust. The carefree girl does not even bother to feed her pet under the bower of the yew tree until a lad deprives the vulpine without scruples.

   Ylaine stands on the twig, gaping. Descending the tree quickly, she chases the boy who is running toward a depot. The depot is almost pitch black, as it will not be used until winter strike. The ray of the sun that penetrates the bay windows of the depot helps her even a little. The barrels had advanced the lad pet thief in his hiding. In the contentious silence, she dawdles through the barrels, perceiving the pathway one by one. "Darn that boy!" she cursed. "Just give me vulpine. I'll exchange it with a red-fur fox."

     Ylaine looks upward, seeking for the hoarse voice and saw a boy with a tousle light blonde hair, green small eyes and small crimson lips, smirking at her with a contentment look. He is wearing a dark brown jodhpers if she not mistaken. "So you come from particularly scrounging clan? Or what?!" The wry smile from that brat face disturbs her equanimity.

14/02/2015's vocabs

1.Accustome - make someone familiar with sth or sb; accept sth as normal or usual. E.g: I was accustomed with the marching every 5 a.m since I got to military school.

2.notorious - well-known for bad quality or bad. E.g: the notorious assassin had escaped from his cell last night.

3. Overseers - person who's job is to supervise or make sure sb or sth done its job properly. Eg: the assassin's overseer keeps oogling at him while he is cleaving the mine stone.

4. Intimidate - to frighten sb in order to make them do sth. Eg: the guards thought they can intimidate the assassin by showing the shackles to him.

5. Flatter - praise sb too much or in insincere way. Eg: Darrin flatters his mother so that she can elevate his money to school. ;give feeling of honour or pleasure to sb. Eg: it flatters the assassin when the king of guard himself escorts him to his new cell. -_-  "So that you will not run, inane!"

No Mere Rebellion

      Fretting, Erveana stomps out of the great hall. Her acts had put the vital discussion into a stonewall. Sighing, the knight king announced something which sounds more to a whisper, "Dismissed."

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  Tweeds surround the non-compliance community which stay in the middle of the earth massive pellucid loch. But the local of Andervea appoint them merely as The Rebellion, which is really notorious by the whole Natherland kingdom and the witchcraft world. This community, each innates by special gift which is sharpened day by day, every dawn, trained in every weather, has grown lush, lock and load.

On the other hand, this community appoints the king of Andervea today as the despot highness and does not show any despondent to fight him. As for this, the king had desisted, stymied every merchants on his realm from selling and buying goods from this community. But their habitat is not so indegent, and sometimes they feel like they indigenous to the middle island of this loch. They are felicity already without luxurious life like the Andervea people. Nevermore vying for the king's attention to provide them posh life.

     After sometimes, they even vow themselves as The Rebellion.

2 days waiting

I had been waiting with the most patience I have for the last 2 horrific day... I deadly want this Red Riding Hood 2011 movie. And I keep downloading it whenever wifi is available... but, I never manage to watch it as time is really tight for me in KKTM Ledang. NOW, I still waiting...ughh.... Help me in fullfillinf my wish to watch this movie. I really want to watch it. REALLY WANT TO WATCH IT!!!

09/02/2015

1.Tranquil - quite and peaceful. E.g: The tranquil lake is sometimes can become hazardous.

2.rancid - Tasting or smelling bad because old(food of lot of fat); unpleasant, like old fat(smell or taste). E.g: The butter has turned rancid.

3. Atrophied - condition of losing flesh, muscle, strenght (inadequate blood supply or lack of exercise)

4.Invigorate - make sb feel more lively and healthy. Eg: new skills are needed to incigorate this country.

5. Dwindle - become gradually less or smaller. Eg: their savings have become dwindle to nothing.

6. Sublime - causing great admiration. Eg: I sublime her beautiness. ; great confidence. Eg: She plays the piano sublimely.

7. Elevated - raise to higher place or rank. Eg: she's being elevated from the secretary of mathematics department to the cheif executive of that department. ;to make mind better or well educated. Eg: She wants to elevate the mind of the young generation.

8. Trite - not new or original; dull. Eg: The poem that she sent to the teacher is a trite one.

9. Vacuous - showing lack of thought or intelligence. Eg: The vacuous smile that he shows really irritated me.

10. Inane - silly or stupid. Eg: what an inane idea!

How to ruin a reputation vocabs

1. Consent - give agreement or permission. Eg: She won't consent him to come late at night.

2. Hoarse - sounding rough and harsh; hardly able to speak. Eg: He shouted himself hoarse.

3. Enormity - great size, extent or scale of sth. Eg: people are still coming to enormity of disaster. ;very serious crime or sin. Eg: He perpetrates the enormity of robbing an international bank.

4. Mane - a person's long hair. Eg: she tossed back her thick mane of dark hair. ; the long hair of horse or lion.

5. Contour - the outline or outer edge of sth represents it shape or form. Eg: the road smooth contour or sculpture.

02/02/2015's word

VOCAB FROM ENDER'S GAME'S MOVIE

1. Annihilation - 1.destroy sth completely. E.g: I can find a cure that can innihilate the disease. 2.defear sb/sth completely. E.g: she innihilated her opponet, whi failed to win any single game.
2. Intuition - 1.the power of understanding people situation or feeling's immediately without conscious reason.E.g: this sudden flash of intuition coming from my heart, I hate it when it comes to my rival. 2.idea or piece of knowledge gained by this power. E.g: I have an intuition thta something awful is avoit to happen.
3. Decisive - 1.producing particular result or conclusion.e.g: the injury to their key player was a decisive factor that we won this game. 2.show ability to decide quickly.e.g: be more decisive! Sont always get into quandary!
4. Tactical - 2.planning skilfully in one own interest often with little regard for principle or immediate advantage.

      In a moment, they heard neigh of horses and saw two broughams trotting through the drawbridge of the castle as the portcullis is being raised up. "The dutchesses have arrived. Duty calls. Well, greeting!" the ostler homages Flick before 'jumping' into the bushes. 

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             Hermony is glancing at herself in the mirror. She caresses her linen cyan petticoat, knitted by her own mother, very smooth and gentle. As she lets out a heavy sigh, there is a knock on the reinforce wooden wood door. "The duchesses have arrived," "I know. I'll be ready." Adjusting her chignon and her tiara, she knows she is confident in fighting back.

            She saunters out of her bedroom through the hallway and into the great chamber where she meets her brothers, prince Herel and prince Horteph. Upon seeing Hermony, one of the chambermaid lassie elf, dressed in hazel surcoat, trots toward her, curtsies before her and moves on toward the princess' bedroom to accomplish her duty. "I am big enough to have some privacy. I don't want the maids to make my bed, collect worn clothes, pulled out the curtain, redone the swag..." "You're not that grown up, Hermony. You even don't deserve any nymph guardian yet."

"He is right. You're only 10. You still need chambermaids, royal lessons and the dutchesses as your teachers." hearing Horteph speaking, Herel agrees and nods. "I have my right," Hermony defended. "But the right can't be use yet until you are 16," "I feel like I am growing enough. You don't understand. You are not a lady. If mom is here..." "Stop already!" 

         Herel's shrieking had gravitated His Royal Highness King Trayors Vensher into the great chamber. 
             

1. shrieking - a sudden shout in loud high voice. E.g: he terrified me when he shrieked last night.
2. Terrier - a small dog. E.g: the terrier starts barking when it sees a ghost.
3. Mist - like fog but not as thicker as fog but still can cause sight disability. E.g: i cant drive even in the mist.
4. Boozing - taking alcohol in a large amount. E.g: Resa disgorges all the wine as her husband keeps boozing all night long.
5. Darting - move so suddenly and quickly. E.g: he darts toward me to give back my falling purse.
6. Contender - person who try to win something in a contest. E.g: he is really a contender when it comes to a mega sale day.